A private sharing: my father, Edward Alexander (Lebanese, Cuban, Trinidad/Tobago decent), father to Faye Anne, Liesel, Giselle, Phillip & I, wife/mother Patricia, grandad to 13, has passed away; I am
in mourning, you all have become a new family to me, I do not know you but I am struggling emotionally, so doing work to help me cope, but I am devasted as the leader of this band is now silenced
I did not know how I could recover but I have to and will. I am devastated. Simple poor man by comparison, not of means, but wealthy in his family, his children and grand-children. He found his wealth there. I felt no one was as smart as he yet he did not finish high-school.
I decided to share so I place his name in bold where to me, it belongs. Forever.
I panicked as did not know if I could continue so some of what I have done is based on me posting one day ahead etc. for when I am low, and there are many times, I cannot write or read.
Thank you and if you see any stumbles by me in sharing, please bear with me, I am struggling emotionally. I am finding strength in you.
I am only 1% of him and tried hard to be him. I am not the only one and you really do not know true loss until you face it yourself. My sympathies to all who are in some pain of loss for it is indescribable.
I wish to say thank you again for your support and your engagement, it is learning for us all, both sides. I am honored and privileged and inspired to be able to write here and share with you!
Dear Dr. Paul, I am so sorry for your loss. He must have been an incredible father and man to have produced such an incredible son. May the angels greet him in paradise and may perpetual light shine upon him. God bless you and your family in this time of great sorrow.
Dr. Paul, as you are affectionally known in our home, please accept our deepest condolences for the loss of your Dad.
You most certainly are having a rough go with your recent accident, rehab/recovery and now the tremendous loss of your Dad. Sharing the loss with your online family community allows us to appreciate, value and come to know you even better. Thank you for trusting us with your feelings and sharing your loss.
Your dedication to truth, eventual reconciliation and the intense and relentless pressure you keep on the tyrants and criminals is admirable. Your strength and determination fuels mine and for that I will be forever grateful to a man I have come to look up too.
Thank you for all you have done, continue to do and will do for humanity. You are truly heaven sent and may you be guarded and safe as this fight intensifies.
Big hugs!
Sandy