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Hi Jody. If you are in tears every day, you are spending way too much time on this stuff. There is only so much you can do. PLEASE don't obsess over it. It sounds like you need a break from this.

Have faith. Spend time with your family. Get out every day and do something that you enjoy that takes your mind off this crazy stuff, even if it is only for a little while. Look how fast things went downhill in this world. That can reverse just as fast, or maybe even faster., because miracles do happen. Remember that ultimately God is in control and we have to trust him. We do what we can and have to let it go after that. Don't destroy your life over this. Enjoy your loved ones. God bless you and your family.

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Yes, thanks Bobby. I actually spend about an hour, sometimes two hours, and other days it’s three hours throughout the day, especially when I’ve got an empty house, for example. I have no desire to spend any less. I feel it’s a very big part of why so many were suckered into what I’m so grateful to put in the time, therefore, have not fallen for. Spring 2020 I was very much on the fence about getting what was to be discovered was a shot from hell. It was then that I chose to take a deep look into what else was happening at the same time before feeling confident in my decision. Initially, I was spending the better part of each day researching and ended up all the way back to the beginning of western medicine and the start of Pharma courtesy of John D. Rockefeller and now understand what that all entails. Not a day goes by I don’t remember how close I was to being persuaded to line up for the shot that killed my dad. I even wore these cute masks I had ordered online, even though I despised doing so. I thought if we just followed the rules, some made up Fauci curve would be flattened faster and normal we would return. We all know how that panned out.

All that being said, I can assure you that I will never ignore the truths to our history and current events being revealed faster than I can keep up on. The thought of choosing ignorance actually gives me such anxiety.

While I do appreciate your thoughts and suggestions, it’s just not an option for me.

I’ve always been highly sensitive since birth and am quick to cry, even if I try to fight back tears. I do feel better after a good cry and disagree in the “boys don’t cry” old statement. Maybe boys that have heart attacks don’t. But it’s crucial for us human beings to cry for an assortment of reasons. I don’t find it necessarily problematic for a mother to feel justified fear for the future of my offspring. In fact, I think my reaction is fairly normal in today’s world. Maybe most don’t advertise it like I did. Ignoring reality, however, isn’t my MO. Doubtful it will ever be. As painful as it may be. Pretending it’s not happening seems foolish to me, for me.

Please know I have a very active life beyond the internet and devote my life to my kids and husbands and pets and my career. I only have a degree in phlebotomy for humans. And veterinary medicine has been my career for much of my adult life. My mother has her PhD in psychology and is a retired radiology professor. I’m no doctor but am familiar in the realm of science, etc. I’m not sure if being a doc these days would be a blessing or maybe often a curse, I’d guess, knowing full well the disgrace that’s become in the way of all things medicine and their colleagues along side not in the know of reality yet. That would be frustrating as hell, I’m sure!

Feeling alone often in this, I don’t regret sharing anything I shared about my interpretations and feelings I have about them. I wasn’t expecting to be responded to at all, to be honest. But I can’t tell you how grateful I am and was each time I got one and for their kind words of support. Feeling less alone was/is the greatest.

I’m not changing myself and will continue to seek truth, if not for myself, but for my children.

If I could contribute more I would in a heartbeat. Being part of the rally last spring in LosAngeles was incredible. Meeting Del Bigtree was something I’ll treasure always. I’m not rich. But donate what I am able to the Highwire and a couple others I know are being used for our good. If there are things you know or anyone reading this still know that a nobody like myself can do to better support this daunting journey I wish more were also on, please don’t be shy.

God bless and thanks again💗

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My tears and fears and profound grief are also for my now grown children and young grandchildren. And I too thank God daily for keeping me from the appointment I made to take the shot "from hell"(!)

I have had animal people my whole life too - horses, geese, chickens, cats and dogs and more. And I've been hollering about what this vet says in the clip below for 30 years! ( And yes, my brother is a Stanford trained neurologist, and other siblings, Harvard, Cambridge etc and all are clueless about injections).

I love what and the way you write, and hope this video means as much to you as it does to me.

https://twitter.com/NaturallyFTW/status/1625251557724811283?cxt=HHwWpsCzjcnrho4tAAAA

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